It started with me going up to her room and just talking to her about my stresses. I kept saying over and over again "I don't know how we're going to do this..." and then just bursting into tears. Don't get me wrong, I'm sooo excited about marrying my sweetheart and the guy who makes my heart smile. It's all the little details and all of that that makes my head want to spin. There is a decision about everything. Plus, a wedding can start to add up. We have a place to live though for when we get married and I'm pumped about that. I just wish I could sort of fast forward to the actual day. I just want to get there already. This was my first, and hopefully my last, meltdown. i don't do the whole crying because I'm stressed thing. But I think a good cry once and awhile can be a good stress reliever.
I'm really grateful for all of the things God has done in my life. He really is amazing. He continues to surprise me everyday. His mercies are forever, his blessings are awesome. I really do owe it all to Him.
I'm excited because the bridesmaids dresses have been ordered (finally..) and we're well on our way. I just have to figure out a dress for the flowergirls. I've been searching around but still coming up short.I've gotta make a decsion on that soon. Hopefully this week or next! I'm glad that the major things are taken care of, especially our place to live. That was a big thing but I'm glad that we were able to lease our own nice apartment. It's got about three rooms, which is great because I really want to have El and Joselyn (my fiance's siblings) stay over sometimes. And of course my best friend Steph! We always joke that she's going to have her own room. Plus it'll be neat to have my brothers come over, and my sister-in-law Gabby. It's going to be a really neat experience. Enough blabbing on...the days are coming closer..!
I'm excited because the bridesmaids dresses have been ordered (finally..) and we're well on our way. I just have to figure out a dress for the flowergirls. I've been searching around but still coming up short.I've gotta make a decsion on that soon. Hopefully this week or next! I'm glad that the major things are taken care of, especially our place to live. That was a big thing but I'm glad that we were able to lease our own nice apartment. It's got about three rooms, which is great because I really want to have El and Joselyn (my fiance's siblings) stay over sometimes. And of course my best friend Steph! We always joke that she's going to have her own room. Plus it'll be neat to have my brothers come over, and my sister-in-law Gabby. It's going to be a really neat experience. Enough blabbing on...the days are coming closer..!
.JPG)
